I've been watching lots of derpaderpaderp with Alex this weekend.
It makes me both really happy and really sad.
Lots of it is about coping with change.
I think something really significant to me is "We may not even be this tight, this time next year. So I wanted us to make good memories now."
Basically yolo
But more elegant.
I think I spend too much time stressing over the inevitable. Why can't I just be happy with what's happening now, you know?
I'll never know when I'll get to have another experience like the ones I'm having now. I think that's my main motivation for finishing miss martian. I know I'm not planning on wearing that outfit of hers again for a while--and I know I want to remake it before next time. Unless I like how it ends up for some reason.
I guess I just really cherish these simple moments.
I'm stressed and worried at the moment, somewhat lonely sometimes.
But I love my life, and everyone in it is really precious to me.
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